Hello!
I just finished seeing What Happens in Vegas with my mother... I've never been a Kutcher fan but I liked this movie, alot actually. And I've got to say he's got great hipbones! I've been feeling mad all day long and I don't really know why. It's not PMS cause it doesen't feel right. I'm just constantly irritated at something and I can't figure out what! It's really frustrating! I've got this family reunion next Saturday and I don't really know how I feel about it. It'll be great to see everyone again (it's been about four years since I saw some of them) but I've never felt like I fit in with them... But then again I don't even know if I fit in with myself anymore... Everything is so heavy! So damn heavy and I'm too weak to carry it all at once! I'm scattered all over the place and I don't know how to find all the pieces. I so desperately want to be me again but I've lost her in the chaos. No matter how hard I look I can't find her and I have these weird thoughts in my head that aren't me! I want to tell them to go away but they keep lingering in tha back of my head and I can't get them out!
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Arkiv
September 2017
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