Everything's different now. I want my life to go as fast as possible and if I don't have anything to do I get real stressed out. I can't even watch TV anymore cause sitting still that long makes me nervous.
It could be the weather... I tend to want to do things when the weather is good...
Although I don't think it is the weather.
Even now I'm stressed, typing fast and not really thinking.
I can't stop.
Stopping would make me think and I don't want to think. I think...
I have time... All the time in the world and still I'm stressing. For what reason? Will stressing make time go faster? - NO!
I've been awesome at livning in the moment but now it feels like I'm three days ahead of time. I've gat planes for every day this week and it makes me a wee bit claustrophobic.